Who Else Has the Stones to Say THIS…?

Someone asked me the other day what I would be doing now that the IRS has taken the whole PayPal thing off the table.  My reply was, “Mash the throttle.”

I’m going to mash the throttle now.

I saw a story about a twelve year old boy who recently murdered himself.  This boy behaved in extremely effeminate and flamboyant way, and was, by all appearances, an enthusiastic aspirant to the sodomite lifestyle.  He was teased a bit at school.  And I say “a bit” because by the sounds of it the majority of people not only tolerated his deviant behavior (yes, DEVIANT), but enthusiastically encouraged him in it.

This kid was TWELVE.

I would just like to say, just so it is on the record when years from now people are sifting through the rubble and ash of this godforsaken culture, that this boy’s parents, teachers, and so-called “friends” – but most especially his parents – have his blood all over their hands.  They failed him so profoundly that he murdered himself.  In what sense?

THEY DID NOT CORRECT AND PUNISH HIS DEVIANT BEHAVIOR.  In fact, they apparently bent over backwards to encourage their son to be an aspiring sodomite.  Who drove this boy to CHEERLEADING PRACTICE?  Who paid for CHEERLEADING lessons?  Who said, “yes” to his request to be a CHEERLEADER in the first place?  And don’t tell me that male cheerleaders in college are macho and that this kid was analogous to them.  Bull.  Those guys are POWERLIFTERS who figure out that they can hang out and get their hands literally ALL OVER  hot-bodied, scantily clad chickie-poos whilst showing off to the other dudes that they can do repeated 100 pound one-armed overhead presses.  This kid was monstrously, monstrously effeminate.  Not a libidinous heterosexual powerlifter, so don’t even try that.

Who indulged his hobby of fashion design?  Who took him to the fabric store and encouraged a hobby that TODAY is utterly saturated and defined by SODOMITES?  Who paid for the cable teevee that this YOUNG BOY sat in front of for the last twelve years, watching all of the satanic, sodomite-glorifying agitporn and allowing those seeds to be sown in his mind?

Do you realize, or for most of you REMEMBER, when fathers and mothers actually did their jobs and corrected and punished deviant, perverted behavior in their children instead of wallowing in it as they derived a twisted self-satisfaction in watching their own offspring psychologically and spiritually self-destruct?

Are any of you still able to comprehend the fact that schoolyard teasing for deviant, self-destructive behavior is actually a GOOD THING that keeps people from becoming self-destructive aberrosexuals? – but that’s redundant because aberrosexuality is by definition self-destructive.  You know why?  Because it is SIN.

Do we or do we not believe that sodomy IS A SIN, in fact, one of the sins that cry out to heaven for God’s vengeance?  DO YOU BELIEVE THAT OR NOT?  If you do, then to say that a parent should not only NOT aggressively correct and punish such wicked (yes, WICKED) behavior, but encourage and ratify all of the egregious signs of a child or young adult falling into the sodomite psychosis, which can only lead to misery, despair, and eventually hell, is self-contradicting nonsense.

That boy would be alive today had his parents DONE THEIR JOB and refused to indulge and facilitate their son’s obvious and profound bewitchment by the sodomite culture which they pumped to him via the family cable feed.  He would be alive today if at the first instance of him vying for attention by acting camp and feminine he had been given a good hard smack and sent to his room, with the stern, crystal clear warning that any further repetition of such wickedness would be punished swiftly and severely.

Barring supernatural intervention, prepare to see the percentage of the population that is sexually deviant skyrocket parabolically, because as the musloid culture proves beyond a shadow of a doubt with its sky-high rates of man-on-man and man-on-boy perversion, deviant sexuality CAN be inculcated with great “success”, and that is precisely the objective of both the education system and the media.  And the populace has been brainwashed into believing that happily sacrificing their own children to satan on the altar of aberrosexuality is the pinnacle of virtue and nobility.  Having an aberrosexual child is now a badge of honor, and when they murder themselves they are made saints, when the truth is probably exactly the opposite, not that anyone genuinely  cares or is bothered by the thought of that young man being lost for all eternity to hell.

And so the hue and cry today is that we must be MORE indulgent toward children who show aberrosexual behavior, when the truth is that such wicked behavior MUST be aggressively confronted and punished commensurate with the incredible gravity of the sin that it points to.  And if you don’t like that, or think that I’m “mean” or “embarrassing”, well, I find myself clean out of flips to give.

Christ, have mercy.

Roll To Me

1.  Thanks to one and all for getting the recurring donations on PayPal cancelled.  I have been researching alternatives and I gotta tell you, all of the PayPal alternatives that I have come across so far are, shall we say, just slightly unsavory.  Gambling, pornography, drugs, and the Caliphate seem to be the customer base.  Um, no thanks.  I haven’t come this far to crawl into bed with the likes of that.  So, for the time being, the best bet is still FRNs (Federal Reserve Notes, aka cash money) to the mailbox on the Contact page.

God will provide, or not.  If it is His will that I literally live in a van, or under a bridge, or in a train station, then so be it.  But, I have rent paid through the end of April, and I have cash-in-hand savings which I can tap for day-to-day expenses.  I have prayed all along in this that whatever donations come be just the right amount – not too much and not too little.  I also pray that if I am all wrong in this and that you folks are not my benefactors, but rather my victims, that you be delivered from my victimization of you.  But I know it can’t be completely bad because of the Masses that are being offered for you.  It is said that one Mass offered for a person while they are yet alive is one thousand times more efficacious than a Mass offered for the dead.  I don’t know for certain if that is true, but I operate on the assumption that it is.  It has at least some truth, as those in Purgatory will reach the Beatific Vision eventually – the result is locked-in.  The question of heaven or hell is still open while we are yet alive.  St. John, in particular, wrote a lot about people “falling away”.  The fruit of the Fifth Sorrowful Mystery (Our Lord’s Crucifixion and Death) is perseverance.  But I don’t want you folks to merely get to heaven.  No, I want y’all to have really good seats – super-close to Our Lord.  I’m greedy like that.

2.  A quick word to the priest readers, if I may.  I hear CONSTANTLY as an excuse for “laying low” and “keeping one’s head down” the following:  “If I rock the boat, I will get exiled and shipped off to Darkest Outer Nowhere.”  Um, yeah.  Has it ever occurred to you that there are HUMAN SOULS in Darkest Outer Nowhere who a.) Our Lord created the universe for so that those human souls, as individuals, might exist, be saved, and be happy with Him forever in heaven, and that He would suffer the entirety of His Passion repeatedly for those people, as individuals, who just happen to live in Darkest Outer Nowhere?  Has it occurred to you that maybe one little old lady in Darkest Outer Nowhere has been begging Our Lord for the last 45 years to send a good and holy priest who will Offer the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass in the Traditional Rite, and that maybe that priest, chosen to answer those prayers, is YOU?  And b.) that the efficacy of your offering of the Holy Sacrifice is not tied to the worldly attractiveness of the culture you currently reside in and are so afraid to be exiled from?  Or that the efficacy of the Holy Sacrifice is not a function of how many lay people are in attendance?

Take it from me, just because something feels unpleasant to YOU does not mean that it is, by definition, bad, or not God’s will.  Sometimes it is precisely what feels awful to US that is what is best for EVERYONE ELSE.  Has that ever occurred to you?  Probably not.  Let me say it again:

Sometimes that which feels awful to us as individuals is what is best for EVERYONE ELSE, and is God’s will.

In short, get over yourself, do the right thing, and trust in God, no matter what the cost.

3.  There are two ways for a person to allow themselves to be fooled: 1.) believe lies 2.) refuse to believe truth

4.  I received several emails from folks in Denver who knew exactly the set of horrific post-modernist, let’s-wallow-in-ugliness-as-proof-of-our-superior-modernist-enlightenment stained glass windows that I made mention of in the “Windows and Weiners” post.  They are working on achieving infamy.  Well, sure enough, a breathless announcement came across the transom that those very windows have been given an award for excellence in religious architecture.  So, being the monumental cynic that I am, I sought out the website for these awards, knowing – just KNOWING – that the previous winners were going to be, shall we say, not exactly conforming to the Thomistic criteria of beauty, nor to the Borromean guidelines for architecture.  And I gotta tell you, that even in my profound, profound cynicism, even I was shocked at the horror, the HORROR, of what I saw.

Here is the link to the slideshow of the 2013 “award winners”.  I warn you, most of this stuff is SOUL KILLING.  But then, that’s the intention, isn’t it?  Calling “evil”, “good”; calling “lies”, “truth”; calling “indifference”, “love”; calling “permissiveness”, “mercy”; and calling “ugliness”, “beauty”.  Satan is the father of all lies, and satan’s one goal that every one of his lies is driven toward and serves is to destroy as many human souls as he can.  And we play along with this because we want to be esteemed by the world.  We want to “fit in”.  Bottom line:  if these people give you an award, you need to examine your conscience.

And it also occurred to me that this false aesthetic is highly correlated to both the Marxist paradigm (ever seen Communist or Fascist architecture?  Yeah.  Soul killing…) AND is also highly correlated to institutions that have been infected by sodomites and feminists.  Look at all of the designer clothing houses, which have been ruled by sodomites and their “hags” for decades.  They clearly despise authentic feminine beauty.  Those clothes, and the models who wear them, are today, by and large, horrifically, horrifically ugly.  And yet moral cripples the world over line up to pay exorbitant prices for the privilege to don these garments and publicly wallow in their ugliness.  But, this was all prophesied.  It’s scriptural.  I just pray that some beauty survives and that they don’t destroy everything.


This is supposed to be a Tabernacle, where the Physical Substance of Our Blessed Lord is reposed.


This is also supposed to be a Tabernacle. They luxuriate in mocking Our Lord by reposing Him in the ugliest possible abode. They think it makes them cool.


This appears to be a shipping container with a neon cross affixed to it – or that is what they were going for. Because the House of The Lord should be as ugly as possible and cause sadness and despair in the hearts of those who see it, according to the enemies of God.


This is particularly evil – a wreckovation of a 16th century chapel in Spain. They tore out everything beautiful and installed horrific, jarring ugliness in its place.

4.  Well, let’s end on an upbeat with a song.  A pop tune, no less!  As you all recall, I have always said that the best secular songs are those that COULD be heard as either God singing to man, or man singing to God.  This one fits the bill as God singing to man.  “Look into your heart pretty baby, is it aching with some nameless need?”  Very St. Augustine.  I like it.  Always have.  “Roll To Me” by Del Amitri.

Look around your world, pretty baby
Is it everything you’d hoped it’d be?
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to Me
Roll to Me

And look into your heart, pretty baby
Is it aching with some nameless need?
Is there something wrong and you can’t put your finger on it
Right then, roll to Me

And I don’t think I have ever seen
A soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess Who will be there?

So don’t try to deny it, pretty baby
You’ve been down so long you can hardly see
When the engine’s stalled and it won’t stop raining, it’s the
Right time to roll to Me
Roll to Me
Roll to Me

And I don’t think I have ever seen
A soul so in despair
So if you want to talk the night through
Guess Who will be there?

So look around your world, pretty baby
Is it everything you’d hoped it’d be?
The wrong guy, the wrong situation
The right time to roll to Me
The right time to roll to Me
the right time to roll to Me

Happy Mailbag


I started reading your website for the financial information and became intrigued by the topics on the Catholic Mass and history. I was raised a Roman Catholic but have not attended Mass since college (other than for family weddings or funerals.) I am now 58. I learned so much about the meaning of certain rules (e.g. head cover for women, why only men can be priests, etc.) which I hadn’t known even though I went to a Catholic grade school. I recently moved  and discovered there is an Apostolate of the Priestly Fraternity of St. Peter about 20 minutes from where I live. They also have a live Latin Mass online Sundays @ 10:30 AM. For several Sundays, I watched the Mass online and I was surprised at how much I liked it. I decided to go to Mass at a local parish (walking distance) which celebrates the Novus Ordo Mass. Attending this Mass, I realized why I stopped going all those years ago. After watching the Latin Mass (online) and attending the Novus Ordo Mass, I was amazed at the difference. I think your post comparing the Mass to the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier Ceremony was spot on! So finally after 30+ years, I went to confession, attended the Traditional Latin Mass and received Holy Communion. I have even talked my husband (who is not Catholic) into attending the upcoming Christmas High Mass.

Thank you for all you do. Keep up of the good fight.

God Bless You,


Letters like that make it all worth it.  Y’all are worth it.

Starting Monday Off Right: “I Am The Immaculate Conception” Edition

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

PATER NOSTER, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen.

Vierge Consolatrice, detail, William-Alolphe Bouguereau, ARSH 1875

“Vierge Consolatrice”, detail, William-Adolphe Bouguereau, ARSH 1875

Today is the Feast of the Immaculate Conception.  One of my more popular pieces has been “The one about … The Science of The Immaculate Conception and Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary”.  It really has a very high “cool factor”.

A corollary to that one is “The one about … DO ABORTED BABIES GO TO HEAVEN?”

I love Bouguereau’s depiction of the Virgin above, as she is positively radiating what I refer to as “ferocious love”.  So beautiful, so feminine, and yet and so admirable and potent that men can look up to her and model themselves in their masculinity off of her without the slightest tension or difficulty.


Go Ye Into the Whole World

So I was looking at my website statistics interface on Wednesday evening, and thinking of St. Francis Xavier whose feast it was on the 3rd, as he was a great traveler, having been to both India and Japan, and dying en route to China.  Can you imagine the effort, strength and courage required to make such journeys in the 16th century?  And the risk?

So I pulled up my stats for the previous thirty days.  Here are the countries that have visited this website just in the last 30 days.  I realize that some down toward the bottom of the list might be bots, but the full stats indicate actual usage pretty darn far down the list.  I *suspect* the “not set” category at position 21 is military installations and ships at sea.  And subs.  Definitely subs. Yeah.

Kinda gives one a kick in the pants to maybe post more and start doing podcasts again, because, “Go ye into the whole world, and preach the Gospel to every creature.”

Whole world.  Aye, Sir.
1. United States
2. Canada
3. United Kingdom
4. Australia
5. India
6. Ireland
7. Germany
8. New Zealand
9. Italy
10. Netherlands
11. South Africa
12. France
13. Brazil
14. Denmark
15. Israel
16. Philippines
17. Switzerland
18. Japan
19. Spain
20. Poland
21. (not set)
22. Hong Kong
23. Mexico
24. Thailand
25. Sweden
26. Finland
27. South Korea
28. Belgium
29. Czech Republic
30. Portugal
31. Singapore
32. Austria
33. Barbados
34. Romania
35. United Arab Emirates
36. Saudi Arabia
37. Venezuela
38. Argentina
39. Russia
40. Panama
41. Puerto Rico
42. Myanmar (Burma)
43. Malaysia
44. Norway
45. China
46. Kuwait
47. Costa Rica
48. Honduras
49. Colombia
50. Croatia
51. Bahrain
52. Bulgaria
53. Taiwan
54. Hungary
55. Malta
56. Dominican Republic
57. Uruguay
58. Guam
59. Qatar
60. Chile
61. Turkey
62. Slovakia
63. Greece
64. Indonesia
65. Luxembourg
66. Bermuda
67. Ecuador
68. Guatemala
69. Uganda
70. Pakistan
71. Haiti
72. Trinidad and Tobago
73. Jamaica
74. Cambodia
75. Nigeria
76. Ukraine
77. Bahamas
78. El Salvador
79. Egypt
80. Slovenia
81. Iran
82. Peru
83. Algeria
84. Iceland
85. Lebanon
86. Serbia
87. Bangladesh
88. Iraq
89. Morocco
90. Afghanistan
91. Estonia
92. Ghana
93. Jordan
94. Kenya
95. Madagascar
96. Oman
97. Angola
98. Botswana
99. Ethiopia
100. Sri Lanka
101. Latvia
102. Montenegro
103. Macau
104. Paraguay
105. Sudan
106. Tanzania
107. U.S. Virgin Islands
108. Vietnam
109. Kosovo
110. Andorra
111. Albania
112. Burkina Faso
113. Belarus
114. Belize
115. Côte d’Ivoire
116. Cameroon
117. Curaçao
118. Gibraltar
119. Jersey
120. Kyrgyzstan
121. Cayman Islands
122. Kazakhstan
123. Moldova
124. Macedonia (FYROM)
125. Namibia
126. Papua New Guinea
127. Senegal
128. Sint Maarten
129. Tunisia
130. British Virgin Islands
131. Samoa
132. Zambia

Starting Saturday Off Right: Santa Claus, You’re Needed In Rome, Please…

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

PATER NOSTER, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen.



December 6th!  The feast of St. Nicholas!  The story of St. Nicholas can never be repeated too often:

Today is the Feast of St. Nicholas, who died on December 6, ARSH 343. Saint Nicholas is well-known by his Dutch moniker, ”Santa Claus”. Don’t be fooled by the crass, commercialized image. Saint Nicholas was a stone-cold butt-kicker for Christ and His Church.

Early in the Fourth Century, there was a terrible heresy in the Church put forth by a very persuasive man named Arius. Arius contended that Christ was not fully divine, but a creature, created by the Father. This heresy was threatening to schism the Church. (Back then everyone understood the truth that any schism whatsoever was totally and completely evil and thus unacceptable – the Church is ONE. Christ has ONE Bride, not a harem. There is ONE Truth. Not multiple “”truths””. As soon as you start saying that there are ”multiple truths”, what you have done is denied Truth Itself, of which there is only ONE.)

So, the First Council of Nicea was called in ARSH 325 to hash this out and put the Arian heresy down once and for all. Arius was at the Council, of course, and was called upon to defend his position on the inferiority of Christ. Being a bishop, Nikolaos of Myra (in present-day Turkey) was naturally in attendance. Arius’ nonsensical, destructive and insulting lying contentions about Our Lord became too much for Bishop Nikolaos, who stood up and proceeded to haul off and go all Manny Pacquiao on Arius with a left jab directly to Arius’ piehole. (See image above.)

Everyone was alarmed by Bishop Nikolaos’ righteous beatdown of Arius, and he was immediately summarily stripped of his episcopacy. In those days, the two things that designated a man a Christian bishop were a personal copy of the Gospels and a pallium, which is like a stole. Now you may taken aback by the “personal copy of the Gospels” thing. Well, of course! How could a bishop NOT have the Gospels? But you must remember that the printing press wasn’t invented until ARSH 1439. Before that, if you wanted a book, it had to be written out BY HAND. And what were you going to write on? Try vellum. Every piece of vellum had to be harvested from an animal and made. So you see, for a man to have a personal copy of any written text was a HUGE, and frankly EXPENSIVE, deal. So, poor Nikolaos was stripped of his Gospel and his pallium AND thrown in the hoosegow.

Now here is where it gets really good.

While Nikolaos was in the clink, he received a visit from both Our Lord and the Virgin Mary. Our Lord asked Nikolaos, “”Why are you here?”” And Nikolaos replied, “”Because I love You, my Lord and my God.”” At this, Jesus then presented Nikolaos with his copy of the Gospels, and Mary put his pallium back on him, thus restoring his rank as a bishop. When Nikolaos was discovered sitting calmly in his cell, still under guard, with his Gospel and his pallium, which the other bishops had locked away themselves far from Niklaos’ prison cell, Nikolaos was released, welcomed back by his brother bishops, and rejoined the Council. The heresy of Arianism was struck down once and for all, and the Nicene Creed (which we still recite at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass today) was authored.

The anti-Arian part is this:

”. . . Et in unum Dominum Iesum Christum,
(And [I believe] in one Lord Jesus Christ)

Filium Dei Unigenitum,
(the only begotten Son of God)

Et ex Patre natum ante omnia saecula.
(And born of the Father, before all ages.)

Deum de Deo, lumen de lumine,
(God of God: Light of Light)

Deum verum de Deo vero,
(true God of true God)

Genitum, non factum, consubstantialem Patri
(Begotten, not made, consubstantial with the Father)

Per quem omnia facta sunt.”
(by Whom all things were made.)

I post this because it speaks directly to our question of love and defense of Truth and defense of those we love. Arius was attacking Christ and His Church with his heresy just as viciously as if he had been leading an army – and Nikolaos stepped into the breach to defend his Beloved. PHYSICALLY. The reason Nikolaos stepped in was because Arius was attacking CHRIST, and His Bride, the Church, which is made up of Nikolaos’ fellow human beings – whose immortal souls were being put at risk by Arius. We are in no way taught by Christ to stand by and watch as our loved ones are attacked, either their bodies or their souls. The miracle in Nikolaos’ cell is proof of this. Nikolaos did the right thing by going all Pacquiao on Arius and dropping him on his heretical keister before God and everyone.

“”Why are you here?””

“”Because I love You, my Lord and my God.””

Go Santa.


Status Update

Proactive steps are being taken.  And yes, the mailing address on the Contact page is still good for the time being.  Ironically, FRNs are best at the moment.  In the mean time, I think this just about sums it up:




The IRS seized my PayPal account a couple of hours ago.  We’re taking the widget down as we speak.  Luckily, I just did a drawdown, so they didn’t get much.  But the tool is no longer available.

If anyone has any suggestions for an alternative, please email.

I’ll keep you posted!

Thank you and be assured of my continued prayers!


New Ann Interview with Elijah: A Lamentation on the Rule of Law

Only 16:00.  Obviously, it isn’t a joy-filled canticle.  But, just more in the “leaving a record that not everyone was a teevee addicted oblivioid” in all of this.  Thanks again to Elijah for the great work, as always.

On a tangential aside, I mention the dinner party I had in “the van” on Saturday night.  That was actually Thanksgiving dinner, and it was delicious!  I have finally started building my “Ann’s Recipe Box” above on the top menu, inspired to do so by several of the recipes I was able to make on Saturday.  I’ll try to get more recipes populated onto that over the next several days.